Loneliness and despair...
Things I do when depressed:
1. Get my hair done. This always makes me feel 100 times better. But. I do not need my hair done for another few weeks.
2. Shop. I will shop til I drop. I just have been finding it hard to find anything I really want. I have online shopped during all my free time today and didn't buy a single thing. All of it was... Not doing it for me.
3. Sex. Nuff said. Boyfriend isn't around.
4. Cause physical pain to myself. No, I was never a cutter or anything. But sometimes I like to hit myself with spoons or have some body art done. Got that last week, sooooooooo...
5. PLAN A TRIP AND TAKE MYSELF TO FLORIDA FOR MY COUSINS WEDDING!!!!
One of my favorite cousins is getting married and I hadn't really planned to go because 1, money and 2, I am trying to get my life in order to move to Boston... Then I got more money back from my taxes than expected and found cheap as shit tickets just now. Therefore, I will be in Florida from June11th- June 15th.
Now. What do I wear?
This is funny, I'm getting through my depression with a spontaneous trip too- I'm going to Oregon in two weeks. Although my tickets were not cheap, and I already spent my tax refund. Whoops. Maybe I should focus on getting my life in order.
ReplyDeleteLife in order, schmife in morder. Fuck it, let's all travel more and cry less. WOO WOOOOOOOO! Also, see you this weekend, miss:)
ReplyDelete(I have had 2 TALL glasses of wine, la dee dah, la la)