Radiant.

The past couple of days have been relaxing, strange, difficult and bittersweet.
Sundays are the days that Ty and I have designated to being "our days". We are both off from work, he won't have school on Sundays, so we have decided that we will try our hardest to always spend that day together. Life is already getting a little crazy busy and he hasn't even started school yet! Whether our schedules don't match up, or what, I am glad we have that day to ourselves.
This past Sunday was really nice. We went to the beach with picnic foods and came home with a little sunburn. I don't think T has had a sun burn in awhile. He has been a little cranky about it. Me? I love sunburn.
Monday, neither of us had to work until the afternoon so we went to Goodwill and (finally) bought a couch. In short. It was a difficult feat to move it upstairs to our apt., but, with some tears and pulled muscles, we did it! Pictures to come.
Monday I also passed out at work. It was pretty strange and I think it was mostly due to the adrenaline I was feeling from the couch excursion and then walking to work and then just kinda hanging out. I was also being trained in the back and watching the tech and Vet take blood from a cat. Alaina asked if I was squeamish about blood and I was like, "No way, only if it's being drawn from me!" Next thing I know, I can't see. It was okay though, they were nice and helped me to a chair and got me some water and after a few minutes, I was fine. I chose not to watch the next time they drew blood, which was from the jugular. You just imagine a needle being poked into your cats neck as he/she squirms. Even if I hadn't passed out, I don't think I could have watched!
Yesterday I had the day off and chose to be lazy since Ty worked in the morning. At 5, I walked to pick him up and we strolled home together. I like when we can make dinner together and just relax. We like to watch movies before bed and recently have seen quite a few good ones. Last night we watched Basquiat, which I had seen in FYS but not since and it was still as good as I remember.
I have also been feeling kind of sad and lonely. It gets hard, T being my only friend here and I hope to make new friends soon so when he is at work and I am not, I don't get lazy and lay around all day, or just wander aimlessly and depressed by myself. I miss my CBus routine of waking up, calling/texting Kate and or Justin until one fo them gets coffee with me/lunch then work with either of them... drinks after work with them, sleepovers and waking up to do the same thing all over. I just don;t want to get dependent on having T all the time... Being dependent on someone else is never good and I have been in the situation where I was dependent on only one person and it's just not good for either party involved. Things will get better though, they always do.

Well, I haven't done a written post like this in awhile. Sorry, no pictures, just off now to a full day of work!

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