I thought I had a really great lead on a really great job as a full-time nanny only to be super let down this morning by one email. She didn't even talk to my references. Now I just feel like I sound like a total flake or something.
I am starting to miss the security I had in Columbus. I knew what to do everyday, where to go what to wear, what was expected of me. I didn't have to meet new babysitting clients, I already had great ones. I didn't have to find a new job, I already had two that I liked going to and knew what to do with myself when I was there. I had friends, I didn't have to meet new people who stare at me funny and have hairy legs (girls).
I'm just going to go apply for a temp job. Sit in a cubicle and waste away and very expensive degree just so I can pay for that very expensive degree. If I wasn't so goddamn happy working with kids and dancing, then this would be an easy, fine decision to make. instead. I hate it.
Also, I have no more hair.
Dear Gods,
Can we make this week work?
Thanks,
F.
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