I woke up with Kate this morning, made us coffee and got myself packing. Then we had lunch and she had to go home before going to work. Now it's taking everything I have to get myself motivated enough to keep packing and feeling utterly helpless and lonely at the same time is not making matters any easier.
It's insane the amount of shit I have. I don't understand it at all.
I wish I had people to take everything for me and I find myself being able to give away things that were once quite valuable to me just because... I haven't done much with them myself and like the idea of someone else cherishing them.
This is going to be a tough move. Mainly because I have ignored it for so long. I don't know how I managed that, but. I did. I hope we love Boston enough to maybe stay there awhile. I don't know if I can move again in another year. I want to stay in one place for a little bit. I want to be grounded for awhile. I guess we will see.
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