"I think your legs and breasts are very moving."

I have been obsessed with this movie and soundtrack. Pierrot le Fou. I can't stop myself. If I could live inside a Godard film, I would.
This is Anna Karina from the film. I think this photo is beautiful.

I should be packing or at least cleaning my apartment. It's rainy and all I want to do is lay in bed and read. I miss Ty. I want to be setting up our new house with him and dancing around and singing.

I wish it were sunny so I can work on my base tan before I go to Florida (Friday!). I could walk around and loiter... Instead I am sitting and listening to this new song I like over and over. Ariel Pink's, Round and Round.
Ariel Pink’s Haunted Graffiti, “Round and Round” MP3
It is the perfect song to hear in the morning, Ty. You are so good.

Last night I watched an anime film with Kate... And liked it. A lot.It made me want a little girl with pigtails... And a weird huge house with a giant bathtub... It's official, I want a baby again. Not really, but I have that feeling back. It will probably leave again once I babysit those stupid brats tomorrow... Why do some children have to be so intolerable? Why can't everyone be like Vi? Who, I would like to see again soon! My daughter would be like Vi. I just have such strong maternal urges to hold and love a child. To let one grow inside me and share my body. For one reason or another I lost those feelings for a bit, but they are back and comforting to have. It makes me feel human and capable of amazing things. Probably because I am missing Ty so much and moving and packing and making a new nest...

Ok. I need to go and lay in bed with all the windows open and listen to rain and read myself into oblivion.

Love,
F.