The begining.

10 May, 2010

I wanted to create something. I haven't been doing enough of it lately.
In a little less than two months I will be making a big move; I am moving with my boy to a new city (Boston) to create a life together. He will be attending a post-bac program while I continue to "find myself". Which sounds incredibly lame.
Today, said boy, graduated and obtained his BA in Fine Arts. One year ago today I should have done the same. I did not have enough credits to obtain said degree so I moved to an excuse for a city in Ohio to do so. I procrastinated on this and after many months have been doing mediocre at taking those last two classes. I tell almost everyone that I have already graduated because I lie. Because I tend to make things up/ create. Because I want to believe I have... Because I believe I already have. Because it embarrasses me that I have not.
There, I said it. Like anyone knows me here anyways.

Some people will. Some people will want to follow this and know how I am doing in Boston. Some people will be interested in the life I lead after I delete a popular networking site from my life... I have a problem. I have admitted it. You saw, you read. I hate the fact that I didn't graduate on time. With all of my friends. I have been sobbing about it all weekend. I didn't go to my boys commencement. Oh well. Life goes on.
Like I said. Problem. I also tend to buy things when I am irrationally upset. I bought a slut-tastic dress today. I like to buy dresses. It's a problem.

I am proud of said boy, though. He is the most talented, hard-working, gorgeous individual that I have met. I will marry him. He is my best friend. His mother deserves things like commencements and pictures in caps and gowns. She is a good woman. I called my mom on Mother's Day (yesterday) and we got into a fight. So it goes.


I want to make this interesting, but this is my life... Nothing is really going on yet because I won't move for another month and a half. I keep saying I am packing... Really I am putting it off, like said degree.
Things will get better. I am just learning this whole blog thing. It is something I have wanted to do for a long time. I will learn to post pictures and you will have insight to my life and what it looks like. Until then. I have a cat and he is destroying things because it is what he does best, but I like my things and need him to stop. Until tomorrow.

F.